01.15 A.M Thoughts

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Most times, I don't feel like I belong
Whether in class, church, at some event, etc you name it
I don't know if it's just in my head, but
I feel safer being alone

I believe some people do feel this way
Despite the fact that I can't even name one
Maybe that's because I don't want to be
Weird alone

Anyway I want to share my writings when I was in high school
I know no one's reading this blog but I wanna do this for the sake of my self~

So yeah

Bisous,

Serafina


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