Seranade!

we'll be separated in a moment or two it won't be x-rated or a cheap tattoo you did it you made me stop for my heart just popped it won't be long till I see you where you belong soon you will forget me and all of our memories even the day when you said you loved me like no one else Bisous, Serafina

as I lay back on the chair I saw you and I'm out of breath is it just a game? well what a shame how did we end up like this? close, yet myriads miles away not now, but about to be and that day we'll see you won't know this no, I won't let you know all of these feelings I guess it's all okay the price that I should pay has been kept for 8 straight years of love and left without tears Bisous, Serafina

My old writings are so cringy omg

don't fall in love with him you'll get hurt not your fault nor his time and circumstance are the one to blame can't help but fall deep but honey think of what are you gonna do when you both caught up and can't turn back when the whole world against and no one can fix Bisous, Serafina

Most times, I don't feel like I belong Whether in class, church, at some event, etc you name it I don't know if it's just in my head, but I feel safer being alone I believe some people do feel this way Despite the fact that I can't even name one Maybe that's because I don't want to be Weird alone Anyway I want to share my writings when I was in high school I know no one's reading this blog but I wanna do this for the sake of my self~ So yeah Bisous, Serafina

That song kinda reminds me of myself and my previous relationship~ although I'm no longer a high schooler, I'm definitely dumb and broke Like whoa dude I was so....different. I shouldn't have sacrifice my precious time for just a person. I shouldn't have abandoned my family and friends just for the sake of that person. AND, I shouldn't have strayed further from God just because I need to please that person (a.k.a be with him 24/7). I even got a mental issue afterward. Yep. But, moral of the story YOU CAN'T GO FORCING SOMETHING IF IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT -Green Day Ah look at that beauty lol I'm still the same emo gurl :' Bisous, Serafina

We got an abundance kinds of blessings already. We can't make our blessings as a condition for us to be a blessing. Bisous, Serafina

Source:  Jon Jorgenson "Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me.   For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will save it. What good is it for someone to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit their very self?   Whoever is ashamed of me and my words, the Son of Man will be ashamed of them  when he comes in his glory and in the glory of the Father and of the holy angels. Truly I tell you, some who are standing here will not taste death before they see the kingdom of God.”   ( Luke 9:23-27) Lately, I've been pretty down. Like, I can't really feel true happiness, true joy, I don't know why. Suddenly, just now, I had the urge to watch some videos of Jon. I mean, he's such a great teacher tho. I've been watching his videos for a few months now, or maybe even a year. The latest video was titled 'Deny Yourself'. Without any hesitation, I decided...

Another day, another lesson, right? Today, I figured People will promise, but only for that moment People will commit, but not that long People will stay, as long as you don't bother them too much People will support you, as long as you can convince them enough Don't trust too much Don't hope too much Don't be too kind Don't be too dumb Happiness is a fraud, for sadness lingers nearby Waiting for the perfect time To annihilate Every Single Hope Because in the end, all you got is... you Bisous, Serafina