Self-love?

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Have you ever worked so hard that you suddenly feel the urge to take a break from everything?
Well, that kind of happens to me right now. No, not right now like this exact moment but it's been so since, idk, a few days ago?
And so I did. After a long day from 8 a.m to 5 p.m-ish, I usually take a loooong ass break. I know that seems okay, but hear me out when I say I don't prepare anything even though I know damn well I should. I mean, my presentation is in 6 days and I'm not sure about anything yet lol fml right. From my last post, I thought I wouldn't have to do much these days but oh boy I was wrong...

So what is self-love? True, people shouldn't work too hard for they might end up feeling stressed, sick, etc etc. But in my case, I started to feel like maybe I'm wasting my time. There are people out there work 2-3 times harder than me and they don't take a long ass break afterward. Yeah everybody has a different capacity but how do I know if I'm just slacking off? Is this really self-love? Meh, I couldn't decide yet. But maybe I'll try to be a little, um, better. Maybe I won't curl up in my bed and watch youtube all night while playing crosswords tonight. Maybe. Who knows.

Bisous,

Serafina

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