Breakdowns
This type of situation's been pretty familiar, to the point where if I don't have any breakdowns for quite a while, I would start questioning things... And... it happened today. Again. For the +++th times It was all started in the morning, and it went downhill I had this dream about that boy who quite leaves an impact, and I woke up terrified. I was having irrational thoughts, again... And I told my abang about it because he's the only person that I can talk to in this kind of situation... but sadly, he was busy Then, I went to campus, still terrified of what might happen... And I just kept my distance from everyone there but then they decided that it's a good idea to talk to me. I went home, tired of socializing. After that, the "laundry-woman" decided to ask me for money, in the middle of my breakdown. Just. Huh... So yeah, today was not a good day. But thankfully, my abang made time to catch up with me and my conditions so that's pretty good. Y